Somewhere Between Heaven And Hell...

My new Journal

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 02:37:42 GMT

http://www.livejournal.com/users/devil_may_die/

There Will Be A Change...

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 23:37:11 GMT

I'm going to change my live journal but I don't have a name yet. When I do get one I'll put it here so that all my friends know about it. It won't be a long wait but you all have to be patient. I shall return soon.

About Time...

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 00:26:10 GMT

It's about time I got online a while. My dad's pc was acting retarded and I don't know why. I think that he fixed it today. I need to make up for the time that I wasn't online. Oh man I had a great time yesterday. I spent some time my Norma. We had a good time. Hopefully we will spend more time with each other. I love her so much I don't even know where to begin. Oh well, I'll just have to show her how much do. She really means alot to me so I will protect her for as long as I live. She deserves a lot from her life and I'm here for her. I will give her what I can and then some. Love ya babe. Muah!

What's On My Mind Right Now...

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 19:41:23 GMT

Norma, some more Norma, and look Norma. Hehehe.
For whom the bell tolls. Metallica. Rock on bitches.
Adrenaline starts to flow,
Thrashing all around,
Acting like a maniaic,
Whiplash!
The night is through, the metal's gone,
It's time to hit the road,
Another town, another gig,
Again we will explode,
Hotel rooms and motorways,
The life out here is rough,
We'll never stop, we'll never quit,
Cause we're Metallica!

When there's no more room in hell,
go make more.

Thats Weird...

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 19:28:05 GMT

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That Dam Nightmare...

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 19:44:21 GMT

It felt so real. I remember being in my room just sitting on the floor near the closet. Then my family starts coming in my room one by one. They don't say anything just stare at me. I get up to say hi and greet them but I can't talk. They just stand there doing nothing. The lights turn red around me. The t.v explodes and then the p.c. I turn to my family. As I face them the start ripping their faces off exposing their bloody skulls. I start hearing other voices around me. I was terrified. As I watched in horror. I saw a shadow appear outside my window. I move towards it while still surrounded by the other monsters. The figure breaks through. It was the angel of death. I backed away from it. He walked to me with his scyth in hand. He swung to my chest and stabbed me right in my heart. I didn't die but I felt the pain of it. It was so fucking intense. He lifted me off my feet and put me against the wall. Then my family joined the action as they starting stabbing me continuously. I could wake up. Thankfully, Savannah and Elliot heard me talking in my sleep. I don't know what would have happened if they weren't. What does that mean?

Devils Never Cry...

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 19:26:53 GMT

I said what I meant and meant what I said. I don't lie to people. I won't become like the others. I am myself and no one else. I wish I could explain myself but I can't. I just want everyone to know that I am not a regular guy. I treat everyone else as they should be treated. Not like an object or a piece of meat. You are a living breathing person like me. I hate those other guys that are jerks. I don't ever want to become one and I won't. Norma means more to me that she knows. I don't plan on losing her. I hope she feels the same way. I will make sure she is happy. I'll be happy if she is.

Chapter 7...

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 05:02:37 GMT

Don't know what they did to me but whatever it was, it felt good. I felt strength running through my veins. I didn't feel like myself. They were almost on top of me now. One of the dead threw themselves at me. I caught him on the way down and flung him to the side like a rag doll. Then another one came at me. His hand grabbed my arm. I sort of growled at this point. I took his arm and snapped it in two. Then I moved on to his head. It popped off quicker than his arm. I threw it at another zombie. It exploded on contact. Soon, I had gone through all the zombies. I looked around for some more carnage. "What?! That's all you guys have to offer?!" I lifted my arms to the sides and spun around. Whatever they did was taking over slowly. "Begin phase 2 attack sequence." The other doors began to open. There wasn't anything behind it at first. Then a big figure appeared. It's one of those freakin things. "Now for some real action!" Two more figures appeared. Hehe, now we're talkin. The ran very quickly towards me. It wasn't long before one of them pounced at me. Everything was going slow again. I jumped to the right.

Chapter 666...

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 04:05:50 GMT

I looked high and low but there was no sign of familiar face yet. The team left down another door. I was alone in a huge crowd. I looked around some more before some lady came up to me and offered me some food. I was starving. It tasted so good. When I finished up. I went in search for a trash can. There was one near what looked like another bathroom. "Hope no crazy people are in there." I laughed alittle. I caught sight of a girl listening to her cd player near one of the pillars. I know who that is. It has to be Savannah. Yup, no doubt about it. I walked over and sure enough I was right. She had her head down. Maybe she was asleep. Come to think of it, I haven't slept much myself. I bent over and tapped her on the shoulder. She jumped and turned to me and gave me a nice hard slap on the face. "Oh shit I thought you were one of them...Hey it's you bitch!" I turned to her still grasping my face. "Yes it is." She took her headphones off. "How did you get here?" "Your brother and some other people picked me up. I was running in the streets when they passed by on some hugh ass cars." I got up. "Were you being chased?" She jumped up. "Fuck yea, by some freaky ass creatures, well that and the walking dead!" "Not much of a walk in the park right?" She gave me a weird look. "Uhh...nevermind. So where is Elliot?" She looked around. "Don't really know. He just kinda walked off." Dammit Elliot. I was too tired to start searching for everyone else. "Aren't you gonna look for them?" I sat down against the pillar. "Not in the mood right now." Savannah just shrugged and sat down and continued to listen to her cd. I was dozing off. Pretty soon I was out. Nightmares quickly came into my head. I was in the same room only this time I was surrounding by the dead. In there numbers I saw all the people I know. They were coming to get me. I was the last one. Slowly they all walked to me. Nowhere to run. Everyone I knew was a zombie. They weren't the same. All they wanted now was to feast on me. Daniela was there. She was leading them to me. She finally reached me and extended her arms out. I did the same. She grabbed me by the shoulders. I knew there was nothing I could do. I just tilted my head to the side. She went for my neck. Her teeth went into my neck. I didn't scream. I just flinched. Then I fell to the floor. As she continued, all the others gathered around. They began to feast. Then I awoke with a scream. Norma was there holding me in here arms. "Calm down it was just a nightmare." "Where did you come from?" She helped me up. I wiped the sweat from my forehead. "I was with Savannah. "You were?" "Yea but I was in the bathroom when you came." "Oh ok. What time is it?" She pointed to the big clock on the wall. 6:14 AM. It's morning already. It's too bad we can't go outside. Too dangerous to be out there with those new monsters. I looked around and saw that it wasn't crowded like before. "Where'd all the people go. It wasn't this empty before." "Most of the people were taken to another place nearby. I think that it's more secretive than this place." I walked around and looked for the search and rescue team. I was still half asleep. I nearly tripped over myself. Good thing one of the pillar was close, otherwise I would have landed face first on the hard floor. Norma and Savannah ran to me. "Whoa, are you ok?." I put my back against the pillar and closed my eyes for a moment. "I'm fine just alittle dazed, that's all." Norma leaned towards me and kissed me on the lips. "I'm glad you're safe." I smiled. That was the only good thing that has happened today. I follow regain my balance. "Need to find those rescue guys to see what's gonna happen today." Savannah turned to me. "I saw one of them go into the cafeteria." "Great. I'll be back then." I ran to the cafeteria and managed to catch up to him. He was getting some coffee from the vending machine. "Hey, you with the coffee cup!" He turned around and smiled. "Hey man, wondering what happened to ya. Whatcha need man?" "I was wondering what was gonna happen today, like what was the next move." He looked around to see if anyone was looking. "Well you see kid, there are rumors going around that the scientist have a secret weapon that they're gonna use out there today." A secret huh. Goody. "What kind of weapon?" He took a sip of his coffee. "Well, not really sure but they said something about it not being tested yet so I guess it will be a test run or something." "I see. Do you know when they're gonna unvail it?" He looked at his watch. "Hmmm...in about an hour or so." That means in about a half an our from now. "Where can I go to see it?" "You can come up when I go if you'd like." "Sounds good to me. Well thanks for the help uhhh...." "J. Just call me J." "Alright then J I'll see ya in a bit then." "Later then." As I ran back to the big room, I started feeling weird. Everything around me was going slow. What the fuck is happening. I was fully aware of everything around me for some odd reason. I could hear everything. I could feel everything. Then it went away. I looked around. Nothing was out of the ordinary. Strange. I ran back to Norma and Savannah. They were still there talking to each other. "So what happened? What's gonna happen then?" I rubbed my eyes. "There's gonna be a secret weapon testing in half and hour. That's all." "Are you sure you're ok?" Norma walked up to me. "Yeah. Just alittle tired." She smiled. "(Sniff sniff) Wow what's that smell?" Savannah and Norma looked at each other. "What smell? We don't smell anything." I looked back at the cafeteria. "Yeah, well I do!" I ran back to the cafeteria which was at least 50 feet away. I must have a good sense of smell. They were making pancakes. I grabbed a tray and got in line. I felt myself getting impatient to get some. When I finally did, I took the nearest seat and chowed down. I had about ten pancakes before I went back to Norma and Savannah. Norma had Savannah's cd player going, and Savannah was drawing in her sketch book. I was still chewing on a pancake. When I finished I looked at the clock. It was almost time to go. There were 5 minutes left. "It's almost time you gals. We have to find J!" Savannah got up. "Where can we find him?" I look around but for some reason I knew where he was. "Follow me." As I ran through the halls, I had a gut feeling of where he was. Why do I know this. I finally found J next to a small elevator. "Glad you could make it. Right this way please." We got into the elevator. Dam another 20 floors. 5 minutes later, we reached the top once more. "You girls might want to come into this room. It's safer." They walked into another room. I follow J to a bigger door. "Where are we going?" He kept walking. "You'll see." When we reached the door he told me to go on ahead. I follow the corridor down to another door. When I opened it, I saw the outside. Ahh the 7 o'clock sky. I was in a big open area. There were big doors opposite from where I was. I went back to see what happened to J. The was locked. "What the shit?!" Maybe it doesn't open from the outside I thought. I'll wait for J to come out then. Something told me he wasn't. Then a voice came over the loud speaker. "Phase 1 secret weapon test is about to comense." I looked around. "Gee that's funny I don't see any secret weapon anywhere." Then voice came back. "3...2...1...releasing door locks."One of the doors began to slowly open. There was a huge crowd of zombies on the other side. "Ok, what the fuck is going on here?! Where the hell is the secret weapon?!" I looked around but there was no sign of any weapon around. They were getting closer. Some were actually running towards me. The voice came back once more. "Activing secret weapon in 3...2...1...begin." I felt relived for a moment but I didn't see any weapon still. "Argggg.....w..wha...t...is...happpening...." I fell to my knees I felt my whole body burning. At the same time it felt good. I didn't feel tired anymore. I felt great as a matter of fact. I looked up at the zombies and smiled. I as I got up to my feet again. My vision went red. Everything around me become red like blood. I found the secret weapon.

Chapter 5...

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 00:41:54 GMT

"Doesn't look like there's anyway out except throught them." I looked around the room again to see if there was anything useful. There were spent rounds on the floor. It looks like something happened in here. In the corner next to the consoles, there was an assault rifle. "Bingo! Hopefully it's not empty." I grabbed it and checked the magazine. It wasn't empty it still had a couple of rounds left. Throught the corner of my eye I saw a body behind some boxes. It looked as though he used this gun to shoot himself. "Poor bastard..." The banging was still in full blast. It was only a matter time before they broke in. "That door's not gonna hold them for long." I cover the poor soldier's face with his helmet. There were a set of shelves on the opposite wall. "I think I can use those to get out of here. I began sliding and pushing one of them towards the hole in the ceiling. I put the other one in front of the door. "That should keep them busy." The sounds of rotors slowly faded into the hole. "A helicopter!" I hurried up the shelf. I entered another empty room. "No zombies in here." I ran to a window and saw a searchlight scanning the front of the base. I could see the zombies outside. "Wait a minute...what the fuck is that thing!?" I looked far beyond the crowds gathering outside. There was something out there throwing the zombies around. It was big. Whatever it was starting flinging zombies at the helicopter above. From behind me I heard someone. "Hey you down there. Are you one of them?!" I turned and held my hand to my face since the guy had a bright light shining on me. "I'm not infected!" He turned the light away. "Get over here then! We need to get away from this area before that thing finds us!" I ran to him and he pulled me up to the roof again. There were other troops climbing up to the helicopter. It looked to me like a blackhawk. Not the news choppers. "Who are you guys? He gave a signal to the blackhawk. "We're the search and rescue team sent in to find any survivers. So far, we've been unsuccessful." "But you found me didn't you?" He just laughed. He gave me the rope next. "Climb." I looked up. That's pretty high I thought. I grabbed the rope and began climbing. This wasn't so bad. Up until I looked down. Getting dizzy is not fun at this height. I finally reached the helicopter. One of the guys helped me in. Soon the other guy came up. "We're outta here!" The chopper pulled away from the base and away from whatever was down there with those zombies. "Where are we off to?" The guy turned to me. "Back to HQ to refuel." As I looked out to the city, I could see that more of the big things were running around doing god knows what. "What are those things anyway?" "We don't exactly know, I know that their not from the same origin as the zombies." "You mean the virus?" "Well those zombies aren't made by a virus either. The scientists already made that annoucement a while ago. These things appeared out of nowhere." "Are they aliens then?" He looked out at the city too. "No, if they were, we'd know. Ours satelites would tell us if something entered our atmosphere." I didn't know what to make of it now. I thought is was a virus. Those people back in the reserve came back to life after being bitten by the zombies. This doesn't make any sense now. I looked out again. The sky was dark. Clouds were gathering overhead. "A storm is coming." Great. The perfect setting for a scary movie. Only this isn't a movie, this is reality. There wasn't much going on down there now. I think we had flown far now. "We're landing now so grab on to something." We landed in an area with no buildings. There was only a landing pad. "There's no building here." "It's underground." Sounded like a safe place to me. We got off the blackhawk. The rotors had stopped spinning. I followed the guy to a small platform. "Going down." The platform starting to lower. "We are going down 20 floors down. Those things can't get in." I took us about 5 minutes to reach the bottom. There were to guards by the door that we were going towards. They saluted us as we entered. Inside the room, there were many people walking around. Some were scientist and the others were the people they must of rescued. "Did you guys happen to find any humvees while you were out there?" "As a matter of fact we did see a couple of them running away from those big creatures. We got a hold of them and told them to come here. They should be around here somewhere." It was going to be hard to find them in a crowded place like this. The search begins....

Back On Top At Last...

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 17:14:39 GMT

I think the bad luck streak is over. I can finally say that my life has returned. I am starting to feel like I did when I was in 10th grade. I can finally be happy. Even though I have nothing to look forward to or nothing new to talk about. I think that I'm finally getting back to my old fast-paced life style. I may not be graduating but I don't care. I didn't get to go to prom but oh well. It was too hot to dance anyway. I may still be single but there are other fish in the sea. As long as I still have fun, that's all that matters. I have more time to practice guitar. If a new love interest shows up, well then I'll go for it. If an old one comes back then hells yea. If I seem like a loser then you should really think about who you are. I don't care if I'm a loser. It's beats being popular having everyone know who you are. I'd rather remain a secret. Don't call me stupid because at least I know what the fuck I'm gonna do with myself. To all those people that are still in my kind of situation, take this to mind, maybe you'll learn a thing or two.

Revenge Is Fucking Sweet...

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 17:01:03 GMT

I have never felt this good about anything til now. I was thinking back to a time when I used to live in Inglewood when my mom was alive. I remember when this kid I didn't like very much stole something from me and denied it. He was a bad fucking liar. So I did the next best thing...beat the living shit out of him. It felt good because I got rid of a lot of stress. I never got my stuff back because after that day, he never showed his face again. If that shit happens again, history will repeat itself. I shouldn't be as forgiving as I am now. Everything needs to be put in its place. A word to the wise, don't fucking lie to me ever. It's really fucking annoying. You wouldn't like being lied to either. Even if the truth hurts, they need to know. It's actually a nice thing to do.

Where Are You Now?...

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 05:53:41 GMT

I should have never left you long ago. Things would be better today just like before. I was so happy with you but now....what can I say. Life is losing its interest. You knew that I loved you. You loved me back. Who do you love now? He is lucky to have you now. I made the worst mistake in my life leaving your side. Now I pay dearly for it. Will life go on. Or will it eat me from the inside out? It doesn't matter though. Life's nothing without you by me.....

Feel no pain, but my life ain't easy
I know I'm my best friend
No one cares, but I'm so much stronger
I'll fight until the end
To escape from the true false world
Undamaged destiny
Can't get caught in the endless circle
Ring of stupidity

Out of my own, out to be free
One with my mind, they just can't see
No need to hear things that they say
Life is for my own to live my own way

Rape my mind and destroy my feelings
Don't tell my what to do
I don't care now, 'cause I'm on my side
And I can see through you
Feed my brain with your so called standards
Who says that I ain't right
Break away from your common fashion
See through your blurry sight

Out of my own, out to be free
One with my mind, they just can't see
No need to hear things that they say
Life is for my own to live my own way

See they try to bring the hammer down
No damn chains can hold me to the ground
Life is for my own to live my own way

One Last Caress...

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 05:07:36 GMT

I got something to say,
I killed your baby today and
It doesn't matter much to me,
as long as it's dead.

I got something to say,
I raped your mother today and
It doesn't matter much to me,
as long as she's spread.

Ooh lovely dead, waiting for your breath,
Cold sweet death, one last caress....

Chapter 4...

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 04:49:04 GMT

I smiled alittle. The sounds were getting louder from down below. It sounded like there were alot of them roaming around now. I could handle one or maybe two, but a larger group was suicide. "There still maybe power down there so that may help us out." Even if that did help, once they got a hold of you it was over. Their grip was strong. They could rip a man in half quite easily. The soldier then turned to us. "It'd be best if our first stop was the storage room. I think we could pick up some extra stuff that's laying around there." The bearded man agreed. "That sounds like a plan to me. Let's get going then." He led us to a different staircase. Away from the one that stupid ass was trying to open. I waved to Daniela and Elliot. Not goodbye though. I stopped and turned to Daniela and gave her my jacket. I didn't say a word. Neither did she. I ran to catch up with the others. The soldier walk to the door. There was a keypad next to it. The other soldier stayed behind to watch the others. "There shouldn't be any of those things behind this door. It leads down to a restricted area. From there we should be able to access the storage room. "Back door I suppose?" Said the man in the mechanic jumpsuit. I think his name is Frank. That and his name was on the jumpsuit. After the soldier opened the door we walked through it one by one. The bearded man called to him. "What's your name by the way?" He turned to him. "Glen." The bearded man nodded. "I'm Edgar. Pleasure to meet ya." "Same here." As we walked down the stairs, we could hear the dead outside. Most of them hadn't gotten in yet. They were too dumb to find the door probably. Farther into the hallway, we passed a door labeled Comunications. Then another labeled Security. I strayed behind a little. I tried the Comunications door. Locked. The Security door wasn't locked I went in. Most of the monitors were still on. There was a camera looking out to the front of the base. It showed alot of movement going on out by the main gate. There were humvees and military truck parked outside. Wonder where the keys are. Probably wouldn't make it far out there without having you legs bitten off. There was another camera showing random hallways. One of them was the second for were all of us were before. I could the bathrooms. "Wait a sec. Who's that coming out of the bathroom...SHIT! It's that fucking asshole again. How did he get loose?!" I ran out of the room back towards the stairs. When I reached the door I tried to open it but it was locked by the code. "Fuck." I could yell out to them on the other side because they were around the corner and behind this door. I needed to find Glen. Fast. I turned back to the hall and dashed to find the others. They weren't anywhere to be found. There were many doors to choose from. They weren't labeled like the rest. I guess they weren't important. Locked. Locked. Broken. Suddenly, gunshots were heard coming from down the hallway. Only Glen had a gun. I ran towards the shots. I found Edgar running back and a few others. "Get back to the stairs!" More shots rang out through the hallway. I didn't see Frank anywhere. I did see Glen running back though. "They got Frank, he was opening the storage room door when the grabbed him from inside there!" How did they get in there? Unless....those were the dead patients from before!!! I ran back towards the door past Glen. The Security door was open. I caught a glimpse of that guy again. He was opening the boarded up door again. We reached the door. "Quick what's the passcode?!?! Glen turned. "5498!" The zombies started to appear from around the corner. Some of them were carrying pieces of Frank in their hands and mouths. "Frank..." As soon as the door opened I ran to where that guy should of been. He had gotten the door opened. He was standing there frozen with fear as the dead stumbled for him. One got a hold of him and brought him in close. Then another. One of the dead bite down on his should while the other went for his leg. He screamed in pain as they took him to the ground and began tearing flesh from his face. More joined the feast. They tore open his stomach revealing his inards and began eating them too. "That's what you fucking get!" I said as I jumped over the feeding ground. I turned the corner. I saw Elliot but not Daniela. "Where is she Elliot?!" He pointed towards the roof access. "Shit!" More gunshots followed. I ran to the roof access. It was already open. The worst came to mind. I was loosing my breath as I made my way up the steps. The moon was out. I could see a figure in the dark moving quickly away. "Daniela!" It was her. I ran to her. She was crying. From the looks of things, she was terrified. "Take it easy there you're safe. Like I promised they won't get you." She put her face on my shoulder and began to cry. I didn't know what to do from here but I didn't want to stay here either. The other came out from the staircase. "There are too many of them coming in now! We need to get out of here!" I saw Elliot coming with something dangling in his hand. It was a pair of keys! "Where the hell did you find these at?!" He's just smiled. "Hehehe you little bastard." Now that the dead were coming inside, there weren't many out in the front anymore. We could easily outrun them on foot. Just enough for us to reach the humvees. "Glen! How do we get down from here?" He pointed to a ladder on the side of the building. "We need to move down quick. We don't want those thing to see us until we've all gone down." We moved to the ladder. Glen went down first since he had the assault rifle. I helped Elliot and Daniela down. I ran back to the door leading back to the second floor and held it closed to buy some time. THose bastards were strong. I could barely stand in the same place. As soon as everyone got down I ran back towards the ladder. Crash! The floor under me gave out. I floor all the way down to the first floor. "Dammit! That's not good." I looked around to see if any zombies were here. None. I think I landed in the radio room. They looked functional still. I tried my luck. Static. I could here the humvees outside. They had started them. Now they were driving away until I couldn't hear them. Soon, banging comensed on the radio room door. They know I'm here. They'll break in soon. There was nothing I could do to get out. I was trapped.

Chapter 3...

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 04:38:09 GMT

Are those gun shots I hear? Did I leave the t.v on again. Elliot probably did as usual. I wonder what's on right now. I can't open my eyes though. "Take this one in the back. He's not infected yet." I feels like someone is carrying me somewhere. "The other one is still human too. Should we take him as well." "Yes. He's in worse shape then this other one....wow only a couple of kids." Are they talking about Elliot? Why can't I wake up? I know I'm not dead so I should wake up....maybe after a little n..nnappp..zzzzzzz. A couple hours later..... "Bryant? Bryant? Wake up. You're safe now." I recognize that voice! Is that Daniela's voice I hear? I slowly opened my eyes. Everything was still a blur. Things started to come back into focus again. I looked around to see if I could find her. Sure enough, there she was leaning over me. She lifted a small cloth to my face. "You were bleeding alot from you forehead. I fixed it up for you though." I felt the stinging now. "Oww! What happened? Where are we at?" Then I remembered about Elliot. "Oh man! Where my brother at?!" I looked around. All of the people that made it out were around. No sign of Elliot anywhere. "It's ok. He got hurt bad in the accident. He wasn't wearing a seat belt. That was kinda funny though since we got hit on my side. I did have my seat belt on. Lucky me. "So where are we anyway?" I asked as I turn to her. "We're at the army reserve. It was the only place that was safe at the moment but those monsters are trying to get in." She started to cry alittle. I knew she was getting scared. So was I. "Don't worry about them. I won't let them near you. Ok?" She looked at me and kinda smiled. "Ok." I gave her a hug. I stood up to see if I could find Elliot. He might be in the infirmary. I wonder where that is? I looked to see if there were any soldiers around. There were two by the windows. We were on the second floor of the base. They must of closed off the first floor since those things were down there. I was started walking towards them but Daniela grabbed my arm. "Stay with me. You promised you'd watch over me." I couldn't argue with that. "You're right how silly of me." Went both went over to ask them where the infirmary was. "Excuse? Where can I find the injured?" One of the soldiers turned to me. He had an assault rifle around his shoulder. "Down the hall, first door on the right." "Thanks." He nodded back. Down the hall to the right. I keep saying it in my head so I would forget. We walked towards the hallway. Before we got there I took a look out the window. There were hundreds of zombies in the streets. Some were already in the base. Most of them were just wondering aimlessly around looking for their next feast. Some were still eating the unlucky ones. "What's going on here?" Daniela asked tightening her grip around my arm. I didn't have an answer. I turned back to the hallway. First door on the right. The first door on the right was red. I opened it and went in. Inside, there were alot of injured people. There was alot of blood as well. I turned to Daniela. "You should stay here. It's not a pretty sight. I'll be back, I promise." She gave me the sad puppy eyes. "Don't worry I won't take long." I went in. I looked for Elliot back and forth. There were people with missing limbs. Legs and arms had been torn off. Some suffering from bites and scratches. Then I saw Elliot by the window. He had a cast on one of his arms. "Elliot!" One of the nurses shushed me. "Sorry." I walked to where he was. "How you doing there buddy?" Elliot didn't turn to me. "I wasn't wearing my seat belt. Broke my left arm." I went to the window by him to see what he was looking at. He was looking the the city. It was in ruins. Fires here and there. Explosions rumbled through in the air. "What could've done this?" There was an ackward silence. Behind us one of the nurses started yelling to the others. "This one's going into arrest. Bring the cables asap!" The patient was laying there motionless. He was pale. There was no color on his face or arms. He must be bleeding to death. I signaled to Elliot to follow. We went around the comotion. I met Daniela outside the door. "What happpened in there?" I took her by the hand and moved her away from the door. "Don't worry about it. I'm sure it's nothing." I knew it was. Soon after, the nurse came out. Then another one behind. They began talking. I could barely make out what they were saying. "That's the 12th patient that died in the last 3 hours. Why are they dying from bites alone? They weren't even serious injuries." What the fuck is that supposed to mean? "Take the body to the storage with the others. There's nothing we can do for the others now." There wasn't morgue to put the bodies in because it was a reserve. It was starting to get dark outside. It looked like it was 7 or 8 o' clock. The moaning from the zombies had stopped now. They were tired of waiting for food I guess. The fires were still visible outside. Gunshots echoes here and there. Sometimes there would be screams. They stopped shortly. "Alright everyone, you all need you rest for tommorow. We're shutting the lights off now. Goodnight." I set up my place on the floor near the window. Daniela was already asleep. Elliot too. I took my jacket off and used it as a blanket. Soon, I was asleep. I didn't dream of anything. Sleep came and went. I must of woken up about 5 times. The last time I woke up, Daniela was sleeping next to me. I guess she was still scared. I closed my eyes again. Before I did, I notice something move in the dark. I knew for sure it wasn't a zombie because they don't move very fast. I pretended to be asleep. The shadow moved around the corner. I started to get up slowly but Daniela had her arm around my stomach. I moved it slowly so I wouldn't wake her up. I snuck around the corner behind the shadow. From the looks of things, it was heading toward the stairs. That's not good. There were zombies on the other side. The door was boarded up and blocked by some file cabinets. My eyes started to adjust to the dark. It wasn't one of the soldiers. It was some guy in a business suit. He started to ramble to himself. "I'm coming honey. Where gonna go to vegas and get remarried like I promised you....." He trailed off a bit. I didn't know for sure but I think his wife was already dead. She's probably outside too. The guy started to move the file cabinets. He didn't exactly don't it quitely either. He was making enough noise to wake the dead. Sort of. I could hear people waking up behind me. He was already taking off the boards. I had to do something. The lights came back on. It blinded me a bit but the other guy as well. This was my chance. I ran at him before his vision came back. I rammed him away from the door. There was only one more board holding that door closed. The guy fell over some boxes stacked in the corner. The noise attracted some unwanted attention from behind the door. They began pounding on the door, loosening the board with every hit. The guy got back up and went for the door. By this time, one of the soldier came around the corner. I pulled the guy back from his coat. He turned and punched me on the left side of my face. I fell back a bit. "What are trying to do there sir?!" The soldier ran towards the guy. I grabbed him again. He was going to hit me again but I beat him to the punch. Litrally. I clocked him one in the nose. "You fucking kid!" The soldier grabbed him in a headlock and moved him away from the door. I stuck my tongue out at the guy. The board finally gave way to the pounding. There was one zombie on the other side. It wasn't his wife. It was some dead biker dude. I was the first thing he saw. It moaned as he started coming toward me. There was only one right now. The soldier couldn't help me. So I ran towards the biker and kicked him dead in the chest. Pun intented. He fell back out the door and down the stairs. I quickly closed the door. The others who saw came and help put the boards back along with the file cabinets. I felt relief run through me. They had tied the guy up and put him in the bathroom. I went back to see if my brother and Daniela were ok. The were standing up now. Daniela was shaking. "Are you ok Dani?" She looked at me. "Yeah, the noise woke me up that's all." My brother was standing by the window again. "I think they heard the racket you just made." Elliot said as he popped a painkiller for his arm. The moaning returned from the streets again. "Your lip is bleeding!" "Yeah. The guy hit me." I wiped the blood from my mouth. She handed me my jacket. "Thanks." She smiled at me. "We're sorry for this everyone, he's locked in the bathroom now. You can all go back to sleep now." Before she could turn the light off, there was a loud noise coming from the first floor. "Shit! They broke through the doors!" One of soldiers yelled as he picked up his assault rifle. "No!" Daniela ran to me. "What do we do now!" I asked the soldier with the gun. "Don't know." Dammit not again. "I need some able people to come with me. Is there anyone willing to help?" 5 men raised their hands and stepped forward. I wanted to help too so I raised my hand. My brother tried but he only had one to use at the moment. I walked forward. "Are you sure you want to help?" They all turned to me. "Positive." Daniela didn't say anything but I knew she didn't want me to go. "What do you want us to do?" The man with the beard asked. "No clue yet but are you familiar with firearms?" The soldier asked as he took a look around the room. "I shot a tank of nitrous oxide with a shotgun. Does that count?" He laughed a bit. "That will do."

Chapter 2...

Mon, 31 May 2004 21:22:54 GMT

"Shit shit shit you fucking retard! You just dug us a grave!" I felt like kicking him in the face but there were bigger things to worry about, like being ripped apart for one. Elliot began ramming the door in hopes of it opening. No luck. The creature on the steps toppled over and rolled down taken the others with him. Yes! That should buy me some time to think. I looked in all directions lookin for salvation. Just then I remembered the handicap elevator access. "Elliot get in there now!" We climbed in as they start to make their way up again. "I'm gonna wait till they get in with us, when they do, jump off the side and run!" We did just that. They all stumbled into the elevator. I ran back up and shut the door. I remembered the cop car. Cops usually carried a riotgun or shotgun in the front seat. "Elliot keep them busy for a bit!" "How the fuck am I supposed to do that?!" When I got to the car, I noticed a tank of nitrous oxide in the back seat. It must have been confiscated from a souped up car they pulled over once. This gave me an idea. I grabbed the shotgun and the tank. "Bryant! They're getting loose over here! Hurry the fuck up!!!" "Hold on, I got a sho....!" Something grabbed hold of my jacket. It was the cop. Or what was left of him. "Get off me you fucking pig!" He started to pull me toward the window. His mouth opened ready to take a bite. Half of his face was gone. I could see his teeth through his cheeks since he didn't have them anymore. Kinck! That was the sound the tank of Nitrous made as it shattered his face. The cop fell over twitching on the ground. Now to help Elliot! I could see that they other had already escaped the elevator. They were going after Elliot now. "Elliot! Try to get them in a bunch!" "I'll try!!" He answered as he started making motions towards them. I caught sight of something in the distance. There was a bigger crowd coming towards us. This didn't look good. Elliot had already got them in a bunch. There about 7 of them. "Run over here!" Just as he did. I flung the tank of Nitrous at the feet of the group. Taking aim with the shotgun. I waited until the tank was in the middle of them. 1...2...3 and click. The first shot didn't hit the tank. It did however take the legs off two of the creatures. "You suck Bryant." "Fuck you Elliot!" I snapped back as I took a second shot which did hit the tank sending the creatures and us to the floor. "Cough cough....Next..time..let's get farther away when we do that." "Uh huh" I got up and helped Elliot to his feet. We hopped into the cop car. The keys were still in the ignition. "I grabbed the pistol off the ground that you threw away." I turned to him with a confused look. "Why? It didn't have any ammo." Then he held up a clip for the pistol and slipped it into the gun. "Oh I see." Elliot pointed the gun towards me and fired off a shot. "What the fuck are you doing?! You could have shot me!" Then there came a thud. I turned to see the cop with a bullet hole in his head. I turned the ignition on. "Shut up Elliot." We drove off. The sun had finally came out of hiding. As we drove through the chaotic streets, I finally realized what was going on. The dead weren't dead anymore. The thing on the radio that I cut off was talking about this. It also explained the broadcast on t.v. Then my dad came to mind. Where was he. Is he still alive? What about everyone else. Are they ok? Dammit. I wish I knew. The phones were out. There was no easy way to find out. There was a helicopter in the sky telling everyone to go to the malls. It was safe there. "Fuck the mall!" I turned the radio on. Static was on. "Shit! They're not even trying to help us out here?" Not even the police radio was giving anything. I looked out at the streets. Back and forth I saw people running from large mobs of those zombies. Those who tried to stay and fight were engulfed by them. I saw feasts here and there. Some were just getting started and others just finishing up their last victim. "Bastards....YOU FUCKERS!!!" I snatched away the gun from Elliot, opened the window and began to fire at the zombies. Soon, I had run through the whole clip. "Calm down Bryant!" I stopped pulling the trigger. I threw the gun to his feet. "There might be another clip in the glove compartment." I was trying to hold back tears. Just then, I another car slammed into the driver side of the car. I hit the side window. I tried to get out but the door was too damaged to get it opened. I climbed out through the now broken window and hit the ground hard making me even more dazed then before. Zombies were now approaching from all sides. I could hardly stand. I fell to the floor and blacked out. I could still hear them coming towards me. Then I heard more cars coming. I was out cold.

To Be Continued....

A Story That I Wrote...

Sun, 30 May 2004 06:49:57 GMT

I woke to the sound of the alarm clock. I forgot to turn the shit off last night. There wasn't any classes today so I didn't have to get up. Rolling to the right, I managed to hit the snooze button. It was 5:45 am in my room. The window wasn't even lit by the sunrise yet. I rolled back around and sank into my pillow. It was a cold morning. Bzzzzzzzzz! The alarm went off again only this time the radio come on too. " Officials believe that it may be a virus but tha...." It went dead as I unplugged it. I sat up on the bed as the sleep left my eyes. The apartment was silent and cold. Everyone in the house was still sleeping but me. My brother was snoring loudly as usual. "Coffee would sure hit the spot right about now" I said to myself slipping my shoes on. I opened the door to my room and felt it get even colder. "Shit it's fucking cold out here." From the looks of things, my dad had already left for work. Flipping the light in the kitchen, I grabbed a cup from the dishwasher. It was unusually quiet outside. I live close to freeway so you'd hear lots of cars coming and going. Today was trash day as well. There would usually be a dump truck doing it's thing. Weird. All that I could hear was the distant police sirens. Nothing new in my neighborhood. The coffee was hot but it felt good to warm up. Just as I went to take a sip, the kitchen light went out. I jumped spilling coffee on my hands and chest. "Owww sonofbitch!" I walked over to the light switch. There was no response. "Power's out" I went into my dad's room where the fuse box was. Inside, the t.v was on. The Emergency Broadcasting System was scrolling on the bottom of the screen. I thought the power was out in the whole house. "Just the kitchen I guess" Maybe it's a test they do from time to time. I didn't really care though. It was around 6:30 now. Man, time does really fly. I had gotten dressed now. Jeans and a black jacket. I went back into the living room to check the weather. The Emergency Broadcast still was on. Every other channel was the same. "What the fuck is going on with the cable?" I walked back to my room. My brother was up now, sitting at the edge of his bed. "Good morning sleeping beauty!" He turned to me. "Tch. Shut up." He said throwing the pillow at my head. "Dam dude! Why is it so dam cold in here, turn the heater on." He asked as he wrapped himself in his blankets. "I wish I could but the power is all screwed up. I'm about to check and see if the manager is watering the garden so I can ask her what's up with it." I zipped up my jacket at went for the door. There was a helicopter hovering above the freeway. "The traffic report is on" But the t.v showed different. I walked out toward the patio insearch of the manager. There was no sign of her. Everything around the patio was scattered on the floor. Flower pots were in the pool as well as the patio chairs. Windows were broken. Some of the doors were opened but there was no one inside from the looks of things. Over near the entrance, what appeared to be blood was smeared on the door. I ran back inside. "Elliot! Get some clothes on. You have to come see this shit!" He jumped up off the bed. "What happened?!" I ran past him and grabbed the phone. There was no ring tone. My cell phone had no service too. "What the fuck?! The phones are out." Elliot had gotten dress rather quickly this time. He never gets dress fast for anything. "So what happened then?!" I ran to my closet and grabbed my BB gun. "Find something to use and follow me!" He grabbed the machete from under his bed. We walked outside to the patio. "Who or what did this Bryant?" I did't say anything. Before long, gunshots rang out from the front of the building. Then a voice followed on a bullhorn. "Put you hands above your heads and lay flat on the ground!" I walked over to the side gate near our apartment. I peered through the bars. There was no one in sight. It may have come from around the corner I thought to myself. More shots rang out. "I'm giving you all one last warning before I am forced to use nessesary actions!" What the hell is going on outside? Elliot came towards me. "Do you see what's happening?" I nodded. The shot came. Only this time they didn't sound like warning shots. I was about to go out the door when Elliot stopped me. "Dude! Wait till the shots stop!" They did. I signaled to him to wait. I made my way to the steps. I caught a glimpse of the squad car park in middle of the street. There was a crowd there. It looked to me like they were crowded around someone on the floor. They were all kneeling over the person. "They might be paramedics or something." I couldn't tell from this far away. It was still pretty dark. The sun hadn't come out over the mountain yet. "Elliot hold the door, I don't have the fucking keys." He held it with his foot. He too wanted to know who they were. I walked over to see what was going on. As I got closer, I saw that they weren't paramedics. The police officier that was on the loud speaker was on the floor. The people were on top of him. It looked to me like they were eating him. One of the people turned to me. His mouth was covered in blood. His eyes were white. No color in them. I started backing away as all the others soon turned and faced me. One of the attackers had something in his hand. It looks like an intestine. I could smell a foul odor coming from the group. As I stepped back, I kicked the cop's gun. I picked it up and pointed it towards the approaching crowd. "I'll fucking shoot if you don't stay where you are, I mean it!" The didn't seem to care. Either that or they didn't hear me. I pulled the trigger but there was no ammo in the gun. "Shit!" I discarded the weapon and ran for Elliot. "Get in man, they're coming!" "I can't the door closed when I tried to see what was happpening!" My legs almost gave out when I heard that. The crowd was already near the steps. One of them was climbing the stairs with their arms extended in front of them. "Shit....we're seriously fucked."

To Be Continued.....

Something To Keep In Mind...

Sun, 30 May 2004 02:30:31 GMT

Using no way as way,
Have no limitation as limitation...

These are a few true words that I had recently learn which give some more reason to keep going on in my life. I won't give up that easily anymore.

This Time...It's Personal...

Sun, 30 May 2004 02:26:30 GMT

I think it's about time that I should quit being on the defense and go for the offense. It's time to strike before struck. I need to show everyone who's the fucking boss of myself around here. Me. If there is anyone who thinks different. Let me give you a different prepective...from the floor! I have never been this fucking angry in all my living breathing life. I have given, they have taken. I need to make things work for me now. Not only for others. Even I need time for myself. I have been alone for as long as I can remember. It's not a pretty place to be but I won't complain because I probably deserve it somehow. It doesn't matter anymore. There is no looking forward to anything. I just have to go the way I want it to go. I am litrally on fire because of how pissed I am right now. All the things that have happened in the past have finally done it. I contain it any longer. The shit has finally hit the fucking fan. I have been ignored for the last time.

A Few Words...

Mon, 24 May 2004 02:02:01 GMT

Let the water you don't drink run,
Let the leaves fall as they must.

Let the birds sing their song,
Let the wind take you away.

Inhale life, exhale pain,
Hold her hand, she'll hold yours.

Open your eyes in the dark,
Close them in the light.

Things aren't always as they seem,
Look beyond the reflection in the mirror.

There is always something else waiting there...

It's All Over...

Sun, 23 May 2004 05:09:47 GMT

I got a letter saying I'm not graduating. Isn't that wonderful? I didn't get in trouble but I wish I did. It's better then having your dad disappointed in you. Not only that but your whole family. I hurt so bad inside right now. There's nowhere to turn. I finally hit the bottom. I don't know what do to anymore. I have nothing to look forward to. I let down my friends and myself. I'm sorry that I couldn't be what I was supposed to.

But The Memory Remains...

Sat, 22 May 2004 01:44:18 GMT

I have lost myself many times in deep thoughts. Thoughts about what has left and what has come. What almost was and what almost wasn't. Things come and go all the time. What you do with those things is up to you to decide. Things don't just happen. You have to give them that little nugde to get them going. Whether you keep them or not is your decision. You know what must be done. You shouldn't wait for them to happen. Take the risk of failure then to never know what could have happened. Good or bad. Sometimes things cannot be and sometimes they can. Doing something about it is all we can do. Fate decides the rest. I've done what I can about alot of things. They have fallen as they should. Piece by piece they fall into place. They are there to learn, from not to punish us in anyway. The blame is not ours. Nor of fate. They are just meant to be that way. I know alot of people with the same problem. Myself being one of them. I won't say who because they know who they are. All I can tell them is to keep their heads up so they can look at what is coming. You can't avoid what you can't see. There are so many people in your kind of situation everyday somewhere in the world. That doesn't mean you're not important. You just don't need that right now. I have fallen many times in the past till today. I don't know why I get back up or how. You could say that I'm not a quiter or that I'm meant for something better. Always remember though, you're not alone. Do what I do and don't look back. Leave what's behind because that's where it belongs.

One Of My Favorite Songs...

Fri, 21 May 2004 04:56:19 GMT

Stairway To Heaven

There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who stand looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.

And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now,
It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.

Your head is humming and it won't go, in case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, and did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

And she's buying a stairway to heaven.

Viper Where Are You?...

Wed, 19 May 2004 04:51:23 GMT

There was this dog who had a name,
a name that was meant for fame.

He was small when he came to us,
We loved him right away and made a big fus.

I named him after my favorite car,
Which was of cousre a dodge viper gtr.

He slowly grew and grew and grew,
till he was as big as me or you.

We played inside and out,
You smell with your slimely snout.

It's ok though because I love you,
I dont know how I'd get by without you.