| There Will Be A Change... |
[24 Jun 2004|04:35pm] |
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I'm going to change my live journal but I don't have a name yet. When I do get one I'll put it here so that all my friends know about it. It won't be a long wait but you all have to be patient. I shall return soon.
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| About Time... |
[20 Jun 2004|05:19pm] |
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It's about time I got online a while. My dad's pc was acting retarded and I don't know why. I think that he fixed it today. I need to make up for the time that I wasn't online. Oh man I had a great time yesterday. I spent some time my Norma. We had a good time. Hopefully we will spend more time with each other. I love her so much I don't even know where to begin. Oh well, I'll just have to show her how much do. She really means alot to me so I will protect her for as long as I live. She deserves a lot from her life and I'm here for her. I will give her what I can and then some. Love ya babe. Muah!
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| What's On My Mind Right Now... |
[13 Jun 2004|12:28pm] |
Norma, some more Norma, and look Norma. Hehehe.
For whom the bell tolls. Metallica. Rock on bitches.
Adrenaline starts to flow,
Thrashing all around,
Acting like a maniaic,
Whiplash!
The night is through, the metal's gone,
It's time to hit the road,
Another town, another gig,
Again we will explode,
Hotel rooms and motorways,
The life out here is rough,
We'll never stop, we'll never quit,
Cause we're Metallica!
When there's no more room in hell,
go make more.
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| That Dam Nightmare... |
[12 Jun 2004|12:27pm] |
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It felt so real. I remember being in my room just sitting on the floor near the closet. Then my family starts coming in my room one by one. They don't say anything just stare at me. I get up to say hi and greet them but I can't talk. They just stand there doing nothing. The lights turn red around me. The t.v explodes and then the p.c. I turn to my family. As I face them the start ripping their faces off exposing their bloody skulls. I start hearing other voices around me. I was terrified. As I watched in horror. I saw a shadow appear outside my window. I move towards it while still surrounded by the other monsters. The figure breaks through. It was the angel of death. I backed away from it. He walked to me with his scyth in hand. He swung to my chest and stabbed me right in my heart. I didn't die but I felt the pain of it. It was so fucking intense. He lifted me off my feet and put me against the wall. Then my family joined the action as they starting stabbing me continuously. I could wake up. Thankfully, Savannah and Elliot heard me talking in my sleep. I don't know what would have happened if they weren't. What does that mean?
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| Devils Never Cry... |
[12 Jun 2004|12:19pm] |
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I said what I meant and meant what I said. I don't lie to people. I won't become like the others. I am myself and no one else. I wish I could explain myself but I can't. I just want everyone to know that I am not a regular guy. I treat everyone else as they should be treated. Not like an object or a piece of meat. You are a living breathing person like me. I hate those other guys that are jerks. I don't ever want to become one and I won't. Norma means more to me that she knows. I don't plan on losing her. I hope she feels the same way. I will make sure she is happy. I'll be happy if she is.
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| Chapter 7... |
[10 Jun 2004|10:02pm] |
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Don't know what they did to me but whatever it was, it felt good. I felt strength running through my veins. I didn't feel like myself. They were almost on top of me now. One of the dead threw themselves at me. I caught him on the way down and flung him to the side like a rag doll. Then another one came at me. His hand grabbed my arm. I sort of growled at this point. I took his arm and snapped it in two. Then I moved on to his head. It popped off quicker than his arm. I threw it at another zombie. It exploded on contact. Soon, I had gone through all the zombies. I looked around for some more carnage. "What?! That's all you guys have to offer?!" I lifted my arms to the sides and spun around. Whatever they did was taking over slowly. "Begin phase 2 attack sequence." The other doors began to open. There wasn't anything behind it at first. Then a big figure appeared. It's one of those freakin things. "Now for some real action!" Two more figures appeared. Hehe, now we're talkin. The ran very quickly towards me. It wasn't long before one of them pounced at me. Everything was going slow again. I jumped to the right.
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| Chapter 666... |
[09 Jun 2004|08:09pm] |
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I looked high and low but there was no sign of familiar face yet. The team left down another door. I was alone in a huge crowd. I looked around some more before some lady came up to me and offered me some food. I was starving. It tasted so good. When I finished up. I went in search for a trash can. There was one near what looked like another bathroom. "Hope no crazy people are in there." I laughed alittle. I caught sight of a girl listening to her cd player near one of the pillars. I know who that is. It has to be Savannah. Yup, no doubt about it. I walked over and sure enough I was right. She had her head down. Maybe she was asleep. Come to think of it, I haven't slept much myself. I bent over and tapped her on the shoulder. She jumped and turned to me and gave me a nice hard slap on the face. "Oh shit I thought you were one of them...Hey it's you bitch!" I turned to her still grasping my face. "Yes it is." She took her headphones off. "How did you get here?" "Your brother and some other people picked me up. I was running in the streets when they passed by on some hugh ass cars." I got up. "Were you being chased?" She jumped up. "Fuck yea, by some freaky ass creatures, well that and the walking dead!" "Not much of a walk in the park right?" She gave me a weird look. "Uhh...nevermind. So where is Elliot?" She looked around. "Don't really know. He just kinda walked off." Dammit Elliot. I was too tired to start searching for everyone else. "Aren't you gonna look for them?" I sat down against the pillar. "Not in the mood right now." Savannah just shrugged and sat down and continued to listen to her cd. I was dozing off. Pretty soon I was out. Nightmares quickly came into my head. I was in the same room only this time I was surrounding by the dead. In there numbers I saw all the people I know. They were coming to get me. I was the last one. Slowly they all walked to me. Nowhere to run. Everyone I knew was a zombie. They weren't the same. All they wanted now was to feast on me. Daniela was there. She was leading them to me. She finally reached me and extended her arms out. I did the same. She grabbed me by the shoulders. I knew there was nothing I could do. I just tilted my head to the side. She went for my neck. Her teeth went into my neck. I didn't scream. I just flinched. Then I fell to the floor. As she continued, all the others gathered around. They began to feast. Then I awoke with a scream. Norma was there holding me in here arms. "Calm down it was just a nightmare." "Where did you come from?" She helped me up. I wiped the sweat from my forehead. "I was with Savannah. "You were?" "Yea but I was in the bathroom when you came." "Oh ok. What time is it?" She pointed to the big clock on the wall. 6:14 AM. It's morning already. It's too bad we can't go outside. Too dangerous to be out there with those new monsters. I looked around and saw that it wasn't crowded like before. "Where'd all the people go. It wasn't this empty before." "Most of the people were taken to another place nearby. I think that it's more secretive than this place." I walked around and looked for the search and rescue team. I was still half asleep. I nearly tripped over myself. Good thing one of the pillar was close, otherwise I would have landed face first on the hard floor. Norma and Savannah ran to me. "Whoa, are you ok?." I put my back against the pillar and closed my eyes for a moment. "I'm fine just alittle dazed, that's all." Norma leaned towards me and kissed me on the lips. "I'm glad you're safe." I smiled. That was the only good thing that has happened today. I follow regain my balance. "Need to find those rescue guys to see what's gonna happen today." Savannah turned to me. "I saw one of them go into the cafeteria." "Great. I'll be back then." I ran to the cafeteria and managed to catch up to him. He was getting some coffee from the vending machine. "Hey, you with the coffee cup!" He turned around and smiled. "Hey man, wondering what happened to ya. Whatcha need man?" "I was wondering what was gonna happen today, like what was the next move." He looked around to see if anyone was looking. "Well you see kid, there are rumors going around that the scientist have a secret weapon that they're gonna use out there today." A secret huh. Goody. "What kind of weapon?" He took a sip of his coffee. "Well, not really sure but they said something about it not being tested yet so I guess it will be a test run or something." "I see. Do you know when they're gonna unvail it?" He looked at his watch. "Hmmm...in about an hour or so." That means in about a half an our from now. "Where can I go to see it?" "You can come up when I go if you'd like." "Sounds good to me. Well thanks for the help uhhh...." "J. Just call me J." "Alright then J I'll see ya in a bit then." "Later then." As I ran back to the big room, I started feeling weird. Everything around me was going slow. What the fuck is happening. I was fully aware of everything around me for some odd reason. I could hear everything. I could feel everything. Then it went away. I looked around. Nothing was out of the ordinary. Strange. I ran back to Norma and Savannah. They were still there talking to each other. "So what happened? What's gonna happen then?" I rubbed my eyes. "There's gonna be a secret weapon testing in half and hour. That's all." "Are you sure you're ok?" Norma walked up to me. "Yeah. Just alittle tired." She smiled. "(Sniff sniff) Wow what's that smell?" Savannah and Norma looked at each other. "What smell? We don't smell anything." I looked back at the cafeteria. "Yeah, well I do!" I ran back to the cafeteria which was at least 50 feet away. I must have a good sense of smell. They were making pancakes. I grabbed a tray and got in line. I felt myself getting impatient to get some. When I finally did, I took the nearest seat and chowed down. I had about ten pancakes before I went back to Norma and Savannah. Norma had Savannah's cd player going, and Savannah was drawing in her sketch book. I was still chewing on a pancake. When I finished I looked at the clock. It was almost time to go. There were 5 minutes left. "It's almost time you gals. We have to find J!" Savannah got up. "Where can we find him?" I look around but for some reason I knew where he was. "Follow me." As I ran through the halls, I had a gut feeling of where he was. Why do I know this. I finally found J next to a small elevator. "Glad you could make it. Right this way please." We got into the elevator. Dam another 20 floors. 5 minutes later, we reached the top once more. "You girls might want to come into this room. It's safer." They walked into another room. I follow J to a bigger door. "Where are we going?" He kept walking. "You'll see." When we reached the door he told me to go on ahead. I follow the corridor down to another door. When I opened it, I saw the outside. Ahh the 7 o'clock sky. I was in a big open area. There were big doors opposite from where I was. I went back to see what happened to J. The was locked. "What the shit?!" Maybe it doesn't open from the outside I thought. I'll wait for J to come out then. Something told me he wasn't. Then a voice came over the loud speaker. "Phase 1 secret weapon test is about to comense." I looked around. "Gee that's funny I don't see any secret weapon anywhere." Then voice came back. "3...2...1...releasing door locks."One of the doors began to slowly open. There was a huge crowd of zombies on the other side. "Ok, what the fuck is going on here?! Where the hell is the secret weapon?!" I looked around but there was no sign of any weapon around. They were getting closer. Some were actually running towards me. The voice came back once more. "Activing secret weapon in 3...2...1...begin." I felt relived for a moment but I didn't see any weapon still. "Argggg.....w..wha...t...is...happpening...." I fell to my knees I felt my whole body burning. At the same time it felt good. I didn't feel tired anymore. I felt great as a matter of fact. I looked up at the zombies and smiled. I as I got up to my feet again. My vision went red. Everything around me become red like blood. I found the secret weapon.
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| Chapter 5... |
[09 Jun 2004|05:00pm] |
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"Doesn't look like there's anyway out except throught them." I looked around the room again to see if there was anything useful. There were spent rounds on the floor. It looks like something happened in here. In the corner next to the consoles, there was an assault rifle. "Bingo! Hopefully it's not empty." I grabbed it and checked the magazine. It wasn't empty it still had a couple of rounds left. Throught the corner of my eye I saw a body behind some boxes. It looked as though he used this gun to shoot himself. "Poor bastard..." The banging was still in full blast. It was only a matter time before they broke in. "That door's not gonna hold them for long." I cover the poor soldier's face with his helmet. There were a set of shelves on the opposite wall. "I think I can use those to get out of here. I began sliding and pushing one of them towards the hole in the ceiling. I put the other one in front of the door. "That should keep them busy." The sounds of rotors slowly faded into the hole. "A helicopter!" I hurried up the shelf. I entered another empty room. "No zombies in here." I ran to a window and saw a searchlight scanning the front of the base. I could see the zombies outside. "Wait a minute...what the fuck is that thing!?" I looked far beyond the crowds gathering outside. There was something out there throwing the zombies around. It was big. Whatever it was starting flinging zombies at the helicopter above. From behind me I heard someone. "Hey you down there. Are you one of them?!" I turned and held my hand to my face since the guy had a bright light shining on me. "I'm not infected!" He turned the light away. "Get over here then! We need to get away from this area before that thing finds us!" I ran to him and he pulled me up to the roof again. There were other troops climbing up to the helicopter. It looked to me like a blackhawk. Not the news choppers. "Who are you guys? He gave a signal to the blackhawk. "We're the search and rescue team sent in to find any survivers. So far, we've been unsuccessful." "But you found me didn't you?" He just laughed. He gave me the rope next. "Climb." I looked up. That's pretty high I thought. I grabbed the rope and began climbing. This wasn't so bad. Up until I looked down. Getting dizzy is not fun at this height. I finally reached the helicopter. One of the guys helped me in. Soon the other guy came up. "We're outta here!" The chopper pulled away from the base and away from whatever was down there with those zombies. "Where are we off to?" The guy turned to me. "Back to HQ to refuel." As I looked out to the city, I could see that more of the big things were running around doing god knows what. "What are those things anyway?" "We don't exactly know, I know that their not from the same origin as the zombies." "You mean the virus?" "Well those zombies aren't made by a virus either. The scientists already made that annoucement a while ago. These things appeared out of nowhere." "Are they aliens then?" He looked out at the city too. "No, if they were, we'd know. Ours satelites would tell us if something entered our atmosphere." I didn't know what to make of it now. I thought is was a virus. Those people back in the reserve came back to life after being bitten by the zombies. This doesn't make any sense now. I looked out again. The sky was dark. Clouds were gathering overhead. "A storm is coming." Great. The perfect setting for a scary movie. Only this isn't a movie, this is reality. There wasn't much going on down there now. I think we had flown far now. "We're landing now so grab on to something." We landed in an area with no buildings. There was only a landing pad. "There's no building here." "It's underground." Sounded like a safe place to me. We got off the blackhawk. The rotors had stopped spinning. I followed the guy to a small platform. "Going down." The platform starting to lower. "We are going down 20 floors down. Those things can't get in." I took us about 5 minutes to reach the bottom. There were to guards by the door that we were going towards. They saluted us as we entered. Inside the room, there were many people walking around. Some were scientist and the others were the people they must of rescued. "Did you guys happen to find any humvees while you were out there?" "As a matter of fact we did see a couple of them running away from those big creatures. We got a hold of them and told them to come here. They should be around here somewhere." It was going to be hard to find them in a crowded place like this. The search begins....
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| Back On Top At Last... |
[06 Jun 2004|10:04am] |
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I think the bad luck streak is over. I can finally say that my life has returned. I am starting to feel like I did when I was in 10th grade. I can finally be happy. Even though I have nothing to look forward to or nothing new to talk about. I think that I'm finally getting back to my old fast-paced life style. I may not be graduating but I don't care. I didn't get to go to prom but oh well. It was too hot to dance anyway. I may still be single but there are other fish in the sea. As long as I still have fun, that's all that matters. I have more time to practice guitar. If a new love interest shows up, well then I'll go for it. If an old one comes back then hells yea. If I seem like a loser then you should really think about who you are. I don't care if I'm a loser. It's beats being popular having everyone know who you are. I'd rather remain a secret. Don't call me stupid because at least I know what the fuck I'm gonna do with myself. To all those people that are still in my kind of situation, take this to mind, maybe you'll learn a thing or two.
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| Revenge Is Fucking Sweet... |
[06 Jun 2004|09:51am] |
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I have never felt this good about anything til now. I was thinking back to a time when I used to live in Inglewood when my mom was alive. I remember when this kid I didn't like very much stole something from me and denied it. He was a bad fucking liar. So I did the next best thing...beat the living shit out of him. It felt good because I got rid of a lot of stress. I never got my stuff back because after that day, he never showed his face again. If that shit happens again, history will repeat itself. I shouldn't be as forgiving as I am now. Everything needs to be put in its place. A word to the wise, don't fucking lie to me ever. It's really fucking annoying. You wouldn't like being lied to either. Even if the truth hurts, they need to know. It's actually a nice thing to do.
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| Where Are You Now?... |
[03 Jun 2004|10:48pm] |
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I should have never left you long ago. Things would be better today just like before. I was so happy with you but now....what can I say. Life is losing its interest. You knew that I loved you. You loved me back. Who do you love now? He is lucky to have you now. I made the worst mistake in my life leaving your side. Now I pay dearly for it. Will life go on. Or will it eat me from the inside out? It doesn't matter though. Life's nothing without you by me.....
Feel no pain, but my life ain't easy
I know I'm my best friend
No one cares, but I'm so much stronger
I'll fight until the end
To escape from the true false world
Undamaged destiny
Can't get caught in the endless circle
Ring of stupidity
Out of my own, out to be free
One with my mind, they just can't see
No need to hear things that they say
Life is for my own to live my own way
Rape my mind and destroy my feelings
Don't tell my what to do
I don't care now, 'cause I'm on my side
And I can see through you
Feed my brain with your so called standards
Who says that I ain't right
Break away from your common fashion
See through your blurry sight
Out of my own, out to be free
One with my mind, they just can't see
No need to hear things that they say
Life is for my own to live my own way
See they try to bring the hammer down
No damn chains can hold me to the ground
Life is for my own to live my own way
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| One Last Caress... |
[03 Jun 2004|09:59pm] |
I got something to say,
I killed your baby today and
It doesn't matter much to me,
as long as it's dead.
I got something to say,
I raped your mother today and
It doesn't matter much to me,
as long as she's spread.
Ooh lovely dead, waiting for your breath,
Cold sweet death, one last caress....
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| Chapter 4... |
[02 Jun 2004|08:44pm] |
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I smiled alittle. The sounds were getting louder from down below. It sounded like there were alot of them roaming around now. I could handle one or maybe two, but a larger group was suicide. "There still maybe power down there so that may help us out." Even if that did help, once they got a hold of you it was over. Their grip was strong. They could rip a man in half quite easily. The soldier then turned to us. "It'd be best if our first stop was the storage room. I think we could pick up some extra stuff that's laying around there." The bearded man agreed. "That sounds like a plan to me. Let's get going then." He led us to a different staircase. Away from the one that stupid ass was trying to open. I waved to Daniela and Elliot. Not goodbye though. I stopped and turned to Daniela and gave her my jacket. I didn't say a word. Neither did she. I ran to catch up with the others. The soldier walk to the door. There was a keypad next to it. The other soldier stayed behind to watch the others. "There shouldn't be any of those things behind this door. It leads down to a restricted area. From there we should be able to access the storage room. "Back door I suppose?" Said the man in the mechanic jumpsuit. I think his name is Frank. That and his name was on the jumpsuit. After the soldier opened the door we walked through it one by one. The bearded man called to him. "What's your name by the way?" He turned to him. "Glen." The bearded man nodded. "I'm Edgar. Pleasure to meet ya." "Same here." As we walked down the stairs, we could hear the dead outside. Most of them hadn't gotten in yet. They were too dumb to find the door probably. Farther into the hallway, we passed a door labeled Comunications. Then another labeled Security. I strayed behind a little. I tried the Comunications door. Locked. The Security door wasn't locked I went in. Most of the monitors were still on. There was a camera looking out to the front of the base. It showed alot of movement going on out by the main gate. There were humvees and military truck parked outside. Wonder where the keys are. Probably wouldn't make it far out there without having you legs bitten off. There was another camera showing random hallways. One of them was the second for were all of us were before. I could the bathrooms. "Wait a sec. Who's that coming out of the bathroom...SHIT! It's that fucking asshole again. How did he get loose?!" I ran out of the room back towards the stairs. When I reached the door I tried to open it but it was locked by the code. "Fuck." I could yell out to them on the other side because they were around the corner and behind this door. I needed to find Glen. Fast. I turned back to the hall and dashed to find the others. They weren't anywhere to be found. There were many doors to choose from. They weren't labeled like the rest. I guess they weren't important. Locked. Locked. Broken. Suddenly, gunshots were heard coming from down the hallway. Only Glen had a gun. I ran towards the shots. I found Edgar running back and a few others. "Get back to the stairs!" More shots rang out through the hallway. I didn't see Frank anywhere. I did see Glen running back though. "They got Frank, he was opening the storage room door when the grabbed him from inside there!" How did they get in there? Unless....those were the dead patients from before!!! I ran back towards the door past Glen. The Security door was open. I caught a glimpse of that guy again. He was opening the boarded up door again. We reached the door. "Quick what's the passcode?!?! Glen turned. "5498!" The zombies started to appear from around the corner. Some of them were carrying pieces of Frank in their hands and mouths. "Frank..." As soon as the door opened I ran to where that guy should of been. He had gotten the door opened. He was standing there frozen with fear as the dead stumbled for him. One got a hold of him and brought him in close. Then another. One of the dead bite down on his should while the other went for his leg. He screamed in pain as they took him to the ground and began tearing flesh from his face. More joined the feast. They tore open his stomach revealing his inards and began eating them too. "That's what you fucking get!" I said as I jumped over the feeding ground. I turned the corner. I saw Elliot but not Daniela. "Where is she Elliot?!" He pointed towards the roof access. "Shit!" More gunshots followed. I ran to the roof access. It was already open. The worst came to mind. I was loosing my breath as I made my way up the steps. The moon was out. I could see a figure in the dark moving quickly away. "Daniela!" It was her. I ran to her. She was crying. From the looks of things, she was terrified. "Take it easy there you're safe. Like I promised they won't get you." She put her face on my shoulder and began to cry. I didn't know what to do from here but I didn't want to stay here either. The other came out from the staircase. "There are too many of them coming in now! We need to get out of here!" I saw Elliot coming with something dangling in his hand. It was a pair of keys! "Where the hell did you find these at?!" He's just smiled. "Hehehe you little bastard." Now that the dead were coming inside, there weren't many out in the front anymore. We could easily outrun them on foot. Just enough for us to reach the humvees. "Glen! How do we get down from here?" He pointed to a ladder on the side of the building. "We need to move down quick. We don't want those thing to see us until we've all gone down." We moved to the ladder. Glen went down first since he had the assault rifle. I helped Elliot and Daniela down. I ran back to the door leading back to the second floor and held it closed to buy some time. THose bastards were strong. I could barely stand in the same place. As soon as everyone got down I ran back towards the ladder. Crash! The floor under me gave out. I floor all the way down to the first floor. "Dammit! That's not good." I looked around to see if any zombies were here. None. I think I landed in the radio room. They looked functional still. I tried my luck. Static. I could here the humvees outside. They had started them. Now they were driving away until I couldn't hear them. Soon, banging comensed on the radio room door. They know I'm here. They'll break in soon. There was nothing I could do to get out. I was trapped.
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